Dear, Christopher

Every time I look at him, I see someone else. I see him, a beautiful image and physical being before me, but not the person I love. I've fallen in love with his mind, the things he wants and thinks about, the way he thinks and the emotions he feels, not the person who he will go through life looking in the mirror at. The only problem with that is the possibility that he, the one I've fall in love with, isn't real. The possibility that he only exist to me, and I have created him in my mind. It's true that the person I see in real life does have all the same characterizations, but he will never be the person I fantasize about, not completely. I don't really know him well enough to know what he would do if the things I think about happened in real life. Therefor I fill his actions and emotions in with what I want them to be, and they sometimes makes me think that he isn't real, that the person I love is only real to me, in my head. Is it possible that I have fallen in love with someone who doesn't exist?