Christopher,

You want me to post, but I have no idea what to say.

I hope this is good enough.

Please come back Christopher

I need you. Please...

I miss you Christopher

I really do, but I don't seem to need you as much. Is that why you left me, because you knew I would no longer need you? You do see though, that I will always need you. I will always come back to you.

I still love you.

I still need you.

I don't understand you, my dearest. You have become somewhat of an addiction.


Deepest love,
Your Elizabeth

Dear, Christopher

You have given me the greatest gift.

Therefore, I probably won't post here much more. I have you now.

I will still post some though, when it's safe.

Because that is your wish.

Dear, Unknown

I'm becoming afraid of you. I don't know what to do. I can't leave you, won't leave you. I love you. I need you. I so incredibly afraid that I'm going to lose him to you though. I couldn't stand for that either, not when you have given me so many insights to him. I don't understand what you are doing, or why you're even here. I would never have been this alive without you, but I'm starting to wonder if your coming is tempting fate. Sometimes I'm so ecstatic that you found me, but other times I... wish you had never come. I don't want to continue to live in these alternate worlds. I know I'll lose him. I can't lose him. I can't live without him. Please, try to understand. Please try to help me from within.

Dear, My Christopher

I had the most wonderful dream last night. It's the second time in a row that I've dreamed about him, but I don't mind. He's wonderful.

It's not really him though. I've decided that It's only him on the outside, and not him on the inside, at least not completely. I'm not sure who it really is, but I know I already love them. They are amazing and I can't wait until the day I find them. I will never give up.

Thank you so much, My Christopher James. I know it is you that is giving me these dreams, and the will that comes with them. I have no idea what I would have done without you.


I love you, forever. You are my guardian angel, and I could not live without you.

Sweetest love and dreams,
Elizabeth