Ms. Abney

I called her
Apologized
with all my heart
She didn't answer
but I left a message
short and sweet
"I'm sorry"
That's really all there is too it...

She's always really been the world to me, but I'd always had someone else to obsess over, someone else to love with all my mind. But when that ended, and he became more of a brother, I began to fall right back too her. I wanted her so badly, it was incredible. I ended up doing what ever it took to get close to her, and begin to treat her like more that a friend to me. That's when things really came down.

"I was never your girl friend."

We fell apart. She was disgusted with me, even if at the time I had never actually technically said I felt anything for her. She's a very intelligent human being, she knew better that I did that I liked her.

"I LOVE you...
I've loved you sence the 5th grade."

"WOH, You were a real bitch to me in 5th grade!"

~insert sappy love story here~
~insert her hanging up and me still talking

I called back, she picked up, and wouldn't talk. I talked.
I called back, she didn't pick up. I talked to her answering machine.
again
and again
and again
I told her answering machine about everything.

For a long time, she wouldn't talk to me, wouldn't even look at me.
Then one day I said "Hi," as she walked past me. She gave me a truly confused look and kept walking, only because she didn't know what to say.
In math, every once in a while, she will talk to me, but only about math.

"I got 42..." (I had gotten 46. I was wrong.)

She smiled and laughed at one of my jokes one day last month.

Maybe, one day, we'll be friends again.