Someday? Maybe...

How do you miss something that you never experienced?

I'm not sure if I regret that, but at the same time I think I should.
I bet half of these blogs don't make any since
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That's... different

I can't fall asleep anymore with out hugging a pillow, and pretending that some one is there to hold me.

I look like a stereotype. All I need now is some black eyeliner.

I know what tattoo I want. I drew it the other day. It's so me. I like it
It's like the only thing I've done this week that I actually like.
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She's right. I am scared of having a relationship with anyone. That's the reason I always fall for people that I never have a chance with. She's so right, I can't believe it. I can't believe I'm like that.
That's why I scare people. So that they stay away from me and I don't even have to risk them loving me.
How could I sit around doing this to myself? I mean, what kind of person doesn't want to be loved?
I do want to be loved though. I really do. It's all I ever dream about, and all I ever think about.
It is. I know it is.

So, what's wrong with me?

How am I going to stop pushing them away?






God, I hope I find it.