I'm breaking, but at the same time I think it's only my old shell breaking off. Or maybe the shield I created for myself breaking off. I'm not sure at the point. So far though, today has been wonderful. I couldn't ask for better.
He is... sweet.
He said shit on the answering machine, and mom didn't even mention it. I think she likes him. Amazing.
We get along so well though. It's great.
I'm so glad I waited.
Friday will be the best.
I'm so glad she's happy also.
Allena
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Crying Inside of Me
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2009
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May
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- Unlikelly (Stay With Me)
- Truth, by the world standards.
- The Child Inside of Me.
- untitled
- comming back to my sences
- listen
- Fix This
- Worth Mentioning
- Love Always
- Hidding
- Dream
- Dream2
- Him
- Clear
- Wonderful
- The Best Part
- Swish, you crooked freak
- Made for self punishment
- Flash
- Knowledge
- Christopher,
- No Title
- No Title
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- "I Lurve You!"
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May
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Ache
He’s lying in the farthest corner of my mind, picking the petals from a rose and letting them fall to the floor. Looking up when I enter the room, he acts as if it’s his home and not mine. I should consider the idea that maybe it has become his, but am too tired from the emotional struggles of the day to even remember his name.
I Stumble backwards onto the floor and wrap my arms around myself. He looks at me, wondering to himself and I why I still put up with the world. Let me out, he calls from the corner, quiet as a snake moving through sand. I consider sighing at the thought that he’s the only one in the universe to know how badly I truly want to, how badly I truly want to give into the monster, but instead shake my head. Maybe tomorrow, I whisper to him through my eyes. Maybe tomorrow…
Come on Nightmare, it's time for bed.
Forever Here
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