Dear, Christopher

Every time I look in the mirror, I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Every time I get up and get dressed, I feel like I'm dressing up a doll. Every time I think about telling someone something emotional, I know they will never see me for what I truly feel. I shouldn't look like this, it's so far from being what I should be, it amazes me every time I see myself. How could others think they know me, much less love me, with this mask hiding everything I am? It kills me to think that I will never be excepted for what I am, because of the body I'm cursed to live in.