Considerations

You've become a never ending affair, and I've decided that it's in my best interest end all communication between us. I'm disappointed with myself for reaching this state of mind, because I really don’t want it to end this way. I’ve just become so tired I suppose. All in all, I must say that without you I would be dead, literally. Your existence has helped me though the hardest thing I have ever experienced. There is no one else I have ever loved, or would rather have loved.

You can live without me though, and my greatest fear is reaching the point where I no longer enjoy you. Although you currently don't have what you need to be happy with yourself, I do believe, that if you find confidence in yourself, you will find it. If there's one thing I have learned from you, it's never to give up.
I also wish for you to know that even with my current actions, I will never regret my friendship with you. I has been wonderful, to say the least.

I hope your life is all you want it to be.

I will miss you, always.
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Only, for now, what I will admit is a possibility.