Enjoying Life

Hm...
So I'm like uber happy currently
I think it's because I'm listening to
Sugar Ray,
But still I
enjoy being like this

Thought seriously about
committing suicide,
Plugged in my iPod
got my journal and a pen
walked to the bridge.
Thought about how
the water is pretty down there.

I didn't really think
at all
on the way there
at least not about anything importiant
and when I got there
I was listening to
Alter Bridge
Thinking...
"Wonder
What's on the other side?"
I'd love to find out
and I still do
either way, I'll find out.
I find comfort knowing
That I can always jump if I want to.

Scaring people
is finally no where on my list
of things to do
so I don't really care what you think
if you're going to yell
because I love my bridge
and someday
I'll love the water below it.

:)