Thursday, April 23, 2009

Watch Me Burn

I can't find reason to smile anymore. Every time I do become happy, something else goes wrong. He explodes again, all over everything around him. I was right. He really is my only issue. Without him, I never feel upset, and most of all I never worry. At the same time though, it's only with him, when I can see the life bursting out of his eyes, that I am truly willing to live.

I had placed everything on the thought, wish, that this feeling would pass. It's been two years though... and sometimes it seems like nothing has changed.

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