So, I'm extremely moody lately... I wonder... hehe... I wont put that Christopher, you are a guy after all. But yeah, I have to work on controlling myself.
It's all better.
WOOT!!
He's not a dream anymore.
Not a fantasy.
Not someone elses.
He's mine, in flesh and blood.
And even if we do break up someday, which I know we probably will, I have a very good feeling we'll continue to be very good friends.
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Crying Inside of Me
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2009
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May
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- Unlikelly (Stay With Me)
- Truth, by the world standards.
- The Child Inside of Me.
- untitled
- comming back to my sences
- listen
- Fix This
- Worth Mentioning
- Love Always
- Hidding
- Dream
- Dream2
- Him
- Clear
- Wonderful
- The Best Part
- Swish, you crooked freak
- Made for self punishment
- Flash
- Knowledge
- Christopher,
- No Title
- No Title
- No Title
- "I Lurve You!"
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May
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Ache
He’s lying in the farthest corner of my mind, picking the petals from a rose and letting them fall to the floor. Looking up when I enter the room, he acts as if it’s his home and not mine. I should consider the idea that maybe it has become his, but am too tired from the emotional struggles of the day to even remember his name.
I Stumble backwards onto the floor and wrap my arms around myself. He looks at me, wondering to himself and I why I still put up with the world. Let me out, he calls from the corner, quiet as a snake moving through sand. I consider sighing at the thought that he’s the only one in the universe to know how badly I truly want to, how badly I truly want to give into the monster, but instead shake my head. Maybe tomorrow, I whisper to him through my eyes. Maybe tomorrow…
Come on Nightmare, it's time for bed.
Forever Here
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