We were dancing on a balcony. And it was the most supernatural thing I had ever experienced. It was beyond beautiful. You in my arms, content, for once. You were not in love with me, I knew that, but you didn't mind being there at all. You let me hold you because you wanted me to be happy.
I guess you did love me, in a sense at least, because you had wanted that.
It wasn't two people this time, and It wasn't a situation where I wasn't quite sure who you were.
You stood out in my mind, in my dream, and were the entire point of the experience. Will I ever recover from you?
Even today, a week after this dream, even with him watching me and loving me the entire time, you were all I could see. You were the only person I kept track of. The only one I truly loved.
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I not gay...
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